Not going to start my year with a bunch of rants here like I usually do. We didn’t celebrate or party but I feel fine. I did my little dance at 12, got back in touch with a few old friends who reminded me of the life I had left behind. A lot of laughter and a lot of recollection of memories later I feel great. My day started off with me being high on energy.
I started this post and typed a long list of resolutions about how I’m going to take care of my body and all the things I was going to do but I went back, deleted and now the only thing I want to tell myself is that it’ll all be okay. The only thing you need to take care is to practice self love. Be it emotional health or physical, I will only move ahead if I learn to forgive myself, stop blaming others for situations I’m in and take control of things. This TTC journey has been a long and lonely one and I’m going to make it a point to keep making sure I prioritize things and be a stronger, more positive me.
Saying this I have started my day 1 with eating at home and also did a 30 minute jog/walk. Lets hope I can keep this positivity for the rest of the year.
Here’s wishing everyone on this journey a very happy new year and hoping you all get whatever it is that you are looking for.