I don’t even know what I’m working for in life. With my concentration being around TTC alone and workout being such a big part of life, I have forgotten who I am. I don’t like doing the things I used to, I don’t enjoy doing anything but read or watch videos of what people have tried to get pregnant. My hope is at its all time low. As my in laws talk about my relatives pregnancy, her protein needs and her tiredness and symptoms I find myself distancing more from people. Finding more excuses to be away.
Where is life going? Are we ever going to have children?